YES.
YES CHEONG SHU HAN I AGREE WITH YOU.
im so irritated, so freaking tired of people who'd go
how can you be so mean/omg you're so mean!/you're so evil! etc
it gets on my nerves.
if im sarcastic or making comments as such,
i do mean it, to some extent or the other.
and i dont think its got anything to do with meanness.
you pple dont know what mean is, so stop labelling.

at least i ( we) mean what we say.
the sarcasm is merely a tool to facilitate bringing the message across
and if you cant see how thats done or its meaning
i have nothing much to talk to you about
since we operate on different wavelengths.
im so tired. so freaking tired, so freaking LONELY
LONELY in my class,
because no one's really on the same wavelength as me
i detest hearing you pple bitch abt the others in class
yes, i dont like them. but lets stop there why cant we.
tell me you dont like her, tell me why, and stop there.
i want to be excluded from your ploys of getting even, of paying them back
of making them SUFFER.
i have never, and will try to my best, not to stoop to that level.

my all-time wish of a birthday gift
frens who are unpretentious, detest scheming and all.
pls lord, give me frens like that.
my class is devoid of such souls.
and im very afraid, very afraid id be drawn into it all,
becoming one of them.
because im different, opiniated, controversial, conflicting and i dont want to be anyone else.